God level trick system

Chapter 642

"I don't know...that monster is in my heart...I don't know what it looks like...it wants me to die...I want to live...I want to live...help me..."

In the end, Yang Xiaoyu couldn't restrain her emotions, threw herself into Ye Xuan's arms, and burst into tears.

in my heart...

Ye Xuan was thinking while comforting Yang Xiaoyu.

I understand……

depression……

A light flashed in Ye Xuan's mind.

The system had told him that the soul currently residing in Yang Xiaoyu's body was suffering from severe depression.

If it were not for this, she would not have committed suicide.

"You... have already died once, are you still afraid?!"

After Ye Xuan comforted Yang Xiaoyu, he said solemnly to her.

Yang Xiaoyu was still crying, but when she heard Ye Xuan's words, she was taken aback.

All her movements stopped, she just stared blankly at Ye Xuan in front of her, as if all this was so incredible!

"You... how do you know that I died once?!!"

After staring at Ye Xuan for a long time, Yang Xiaoyu swallowed and asked this question.

Ye Xuan pointed to his eyes:

"I'm not an ordinary person... You don't need to hide anything from me... Believe me, I won't hurt you, I want to help you. Because the body you occupy now is very important to me...!"

The last sentence made Yang Xiaoyu startled.

"So you know everything..."

Yang Xiaoyu lowered her eyes again,

"Yes... I have already died once... My name was not Yang Xiaoyu before..."

"Then you used to...?"

Ye Xuan asked.

"I have forgotten that name, and now I am a brand new person, my name is Yang Xiaoyu."

Yang Xiaoyu lowered her head and said, her lips moved slightly. If you didn't observe carefully, you would think that the voice did not come from Yang Xiaoyu's mouth.

"Then... tell me about your experience? I will do my best to help you."

Ye Xuan looked at Yang Xiaoyu like a big brother.

"Before... oh no, it was mine...how should I put it...previous life?"

Yang Xiaoyu began to tell about her life,

"I am an orphan, I grew up in an orphanage, and I have been ridiculed and excluded everywhere since I started school.

Later, I got depression.

It was still very light at first, and I didn't know it myself, so I didn't care about it, I just felt that I was too sad.

But then, everything changed.

The world that was originally full of colors has become a dark one in my eyes, and everyone is against me.

I started to confide in others, but no one believed me, classmates, teachers, girlfriends I met in the orphanage...

All of them didn't believe me, saying that I was hypocritical and wanted to be the next Lin Daiyu.

I want to buy medicine, I want to see a psychiatrist, but I have no money, so I can only bear it.

Later, I started crying or laughing uncontrollably.

I don't know why, my mind is getting out of hand.

A monster appeared in my heart, pitch-black and invisible.Every day, it egged me on, tempted me to die, and even destroyed what was left of my spirit at all costs.

Finally one day, I couldn't take it anymore.

Since they don't believe me, I can only prove it to them with death.

So, I stole a syringe from the infirmary, stuck it into my neck in the dormitory.

When the needle point just pierced, I still felt the taste of death was wonderful, but then... the pain of the air injected into my body made my spirit tense.

Only then did I suddenly realize that I had been bewitched, I couldn't die, I couldn't die! "

Speaking of this, Yang Xiaoyu's face was covered with tears.

"I have no room for maneuver...I am still dead...but my...spirit is still...I wandered aimlessly, found this body, and I...got into it. From then on , I became Yang Xiaoyu."

After Yang Xiaoyu finished speaking, she took a long breath,

"I know I want to live, to live no matter what.

The monster in my heart is still there, I still can't break free, I'm afraid.

From now on, I've been pretending to be myself, I'm Yang Xiaoyu, I'm no longer the former her... never will be..."

"You... If you count from your previous life, how old are you now?"

Ye Xuan is still very calm.

"19 years old...I was 15 years old when I committed suicide in my previous life...this body...is younger than me..."

Yang Xiaoyu told everything.

"You are no longer psychologically old...you are old in soul..."

Ye Xuan shook his head.

Yang Xiaoyu didn't say anything else, just asked:

"Can you help me? As long as the monster in my heart is driven away, even if this body is handed over to you...it's fine..."

Ye Xuan was a little confused:

"Can you now free your soul out of your body?"

"cannot……"

Yang Xiaoyu shook her head.

"Then why did you give your body to me???"

Ye Xuan blurted out.

Hearing this, Yang Xiaoyu's face turned red instantly.

"No, it's not... I don't mean out of body... I, I mean... oops..."

She tried to explain, but the more she explained, the more chaotic she became.

? ? ? ? !

Fuck? ? ? ?

Shi Lezhi, right? !

Although your mental age is 19, your body is only 17!

17...Huh?

It seems that it is really a legal loli. Fuck...

Pooh……

What the hell am I thinking... restraint, restraint...

Ye Xuan quickly withdrew his thoughts.

"...I will help you, you don't have to do this..."

Ye Xuan waved his hands hurriedly,

"I'm talking about handing over your body...not that...this...it's not easy to explain, let me tell you this, and I'll tell you my story..."

Then, he told the current Yang Xiaoyu everything about the ghost loli Yang Xiaoyu in detail.

Although in the eyes of others, this is a fantasy, it is pure nonsense.

But Yang Xiaoyu obviously didn't think so.

She has died once, she knows what the soul looks like after death, and she has absolutely every reason to believe in Ye Xuan.

"I understand……"

After listening to Ye Xuan's narration, Yang Xiaoyu nodded slightly,

"After you find the real Yang Xiaoyu... I am willing to return her body to her..."

"Thank you."

Ye Xuan said seriously,

"At that time, I will also find you a body that you are satisfied with. The previous... can't be found, and now it may have been turned into ashes..."

"It's okay, I can see it."

Yang Xiaoyu's mood also stabilized, and she smiled at Ye Xuan.

This was the first time since she was reborn that she smiled genuinely at someone.

That smile seemed to pluck a certain string in Ye Xuan's heart.

Xiaoyu... One day I will let you go home, our home...

Looking at Yang Xiaoyu now, Ye Xuan felt a little grateful in his heart.