System: If you are confessed, you cannot write a novel

177 Chapter 3

Ren Yi glanced at Chen Guang and said:

"Always like this."

"Xiao Qi is a very sensible child, what a pity. What do you say is driving the passage of time and the development of the story?"

"Creator? Or God? God?"

"But who has seen it?"

"Presumably no one has seen it."

"I've lived for decades, but I still can't figure out some problems."

"If you can't figure it out, don't think about it. Most of me are like this, because some problems are meaningless if you figure it out."

"I have naturally thought about this level, and I know it, but I can't stop thinking about it. If I can figure it out, I will naturally figure it out, and if I can't figure it out, I will naturally have it. If I continue to be unable to figure it out."

"No one will not let themselves go, after all, compromise."

"Yeah, I compromised, but I'm not reconciled."

"It's useless not to be reconciled, yes, so what if you are not reconciled? I still can't figure it out."

"So you gave up the prosperity of the city and took root in the mountains, so that you can help the children in Dashan who need help, and you can think less about yourself."

"Everywhere there is something to think about."

"In the mountains, you will think less and be more pure."

"Maybe, or maybe not. I have been here for more than ten years. I often encounter dead people in the village. I also sent them up the mountain. I put a few handfuls of soil on their graves, and then continued to be a teacher and preach. Teaching and solving doubts."

"You are a giant who protects the dreams of children in Dashan. I admire you very much."

Chen Guang waved his hand and said calmly:

"Nothing to admire, I even called myself a coward."

"How could it be? With such a degree, you must be able to live well in the big city, but you are rooted in the mountains. This kind of ideological awareness is not available to many people."

"I'm cowardly, so weak that I dare not face people's hearts squarely. Every time I think of all kinds of accidents in the world, I feel like a big stone is pressing on my heart, and sometimes I can't even breathe."

Ren Yi glanced at Chen Guang, and didn't know what to say, so he could only turn his eyes to the opposite school, looking at the dilapidated school where the children walked out, feeling empty in his heart, Chen Guang said :

"I am at ease only when I stay in Dashan, and I am relaxed only when I face my children... Xiao Qi lived with the old man since he was very young, how can he not be painful when the old man leaves her?"

"When I was young, I didn't understand life and death. I only knew that when people are gone, they can eat. When they were a little older, they said that people would become ghosts when they died, especially those who died with regret. They had deep resentment and would become ghosts. I am afraid of them, I am afraid of them, but I don’t know why I am afraid. After watching a lot of life and death, I feel that it is harmless. If you die, you are dead. If you bury it, it will disappear. Up to now, it’s really nothing. I’m not afraid anymore, I even want to meet those dead who died and turned into ghosts, and ask them if they have any unfulfilled last wishes..."

Ren Yi said:

"Mr. Chen, you are already dead, and everyone will leave one day. Please express your condolences. I know that you are a kind and good teacher."

Chen Guang responded:

"I, there will be such a day, it must be soon, but I don't know what to do with the children..."

Looking at the melancholy Chen Guang, Ren Yi said:

"Mr. Chen, why don't you report the situation here to the government? It's time to move out in such an environment. The traffic here is blocked, the terrain is dangerous, and natural disasters occur frequently. It must be dangerous for people to live here."

"I also thought about this level. I thought about it when I first came here, but I can't do it, and people here don't want to go out."

"why?"

"The reason can't be said. Those who stay here have their own difficulties. They can't go out, and they dare not go out."

"Why not change places?"

"If you come, you will be safe, an ancient Chinese saying. You have encountered such a thing in a short time, are you afraid?"

"Don't be afraid, I have witnessed some life and death, and experienced some life and death, so I am not afraid."

"There will be more in the future. If you choose Dashan, you will not only choose Dashan's children, but everything about Dashan."

"That's why I admire you."

"Your admiration makes me feel ashamed. I really didn't do anything well. I didn't choose a big city because I was cowardly. One day I will grow old and die. I don't know what to do with the children here. .”

"There will always be someone to take over your class. Don't worry, there is no shortage of kind-hearted people in the world, but I still think it depends on the government to change."

"The people here are all refugees. Many of them are cowardly like me."

"Actually, I don't think this is a cowardly person, but I just choose a life attitude of avoiding the world. I am not afraid of people's hearts, but I also like this kind of life."

"At first I thought you wouldn't last long, but now it seems that I really underestimate you. If you can stay in Dashan, then I can feel relieved."

"In fact, I don't think it's a problem anywhere, and I can live anywhere, but the days of settling down are a luxury for me, and there are still many things I need to do."

"It must have something to do with the scar on your face."

"Well, the comfort options are limited."

"This is Dashan, you might as well tell me about your affairs."

"I can't say, because I don't know what to say about some things, I don't even know, and I can't see through."

"It seems that your life is very exciting. Take advantage of your youth, be high-spirited, and solve trivial matters, and live up to your blood."

"From this point of view, Mr. Chen is a poetic and picturesque person."

"Literati are like this. They like to moan without illness. I heard that you write novels, right?"

"Listen to Teacher Mo."

"There is no one else but her, so you and her don't plan to be together?"

What Chen Guang said made Ren Yi unexpected. He didn't expect that Chen Lao, whom he respected, would gossip about it. He responded:

"He's a very uncontrollable factor."

"Emotions are always uncontrollable."

"That's right, so I don't need feelings, Mr. Chen, we should go back too. I don't know what Teacher Mo and Qiqi's mother will tell their children."

"You, I can see that you are enthusiastic, but you are afraid of being questioned and prying by others."

Ren Yi stood up and said:

"No one wants to mention the real self."

"It's just what you think, you are too tight, and people who want to approach you don't know how to approach you."

"Maybe I don't really need it."

After Ren Yi finished speaking, he went down. Looking at his back, Chen Guang thought to himself:

'He is a pure and kind person, but he hides himself too deeply. If it is not for many years of friends or people who really want to get close to him, they may not get in touch with the truest him. But as long as you walk into the heart of such a person, you will live forever It is a part of his life and cannot be parted. '

On the other side, Qiqi woke up, opened her eyes and saw her biological mother coming. Instead of talking to her mother, she looked at the kang where her grandfather was lying. There was no one there. She asked:

"Mr. Mo, where did Xiao Qi's grandfather go?"

Mother Qi said:

"Xiaoqi, I'm mom, don't you remember mom?"

"I don't have a mother, so don't appear here, you go, don't come here, this is the home of my grandpa and me, Mr. Mo, where is grandpa? And Mr. Ren, where did they go?"

Mo Wenjing looked at Qi Qi and said:

"Xiaoqi, this is mom, you have to talk to mom well, okay?"

"Xiaoqi has no mother, only grandpa, only grandpa, teacher Mo, where did grandpa and teacher Ren go?"

Mother Qi said:

"Xiao Qi, Grandpa went to a far away place, Teacher Ren took him there."

Ziqi cried and said:

"Don't talk, I don't want to talk to you, Teacher Mo, tell Xiao Qi, where did Teacher Ren take Grandpa Xiao Qi?"

Although Mo Wenjing has never experienced the pain of losing a family member, it must be very painful. A person who has been with you suddenly lost his breath, body temperature, and turned into a cold corpse. Can you not feel heartbroken?Mo Wenjing also said:

"As Xiaoqi's mother said, grandpa went to a far away place. He called Xiaoqi's mother. Grandpa told me to let Xiaoqi grow up with his mother. One day he will come back."

Qi Qi cried even more sadly, and said:

"I don't want it, Teacher Mo, Xiaoqi wants grandpa, Xiaoqi wants grandpa, Teacher Mo takes Xiaohua to find grandpa, she is not Xiaoqi's mother, Xiaoqi has no mother."

Mother Qi also cried and said:

"Xiaoqi, grandpa is not coming back, he asked me to take care of you for him."

"I don't want you, you go, you go, this is my grandpa's home, we don't want you, you go."

Mo Wenjing wiped Qi Qi's tears and comforted him:

"Xiao Qi, grandpa said that he will come back only if you are obedient."

Qi Qi broke free from Mo Wenjing's hand and cried:

"You are with her, you are all bad guys, I don't believe you anymore, I want grandpa, grandpa, grandpa, grandpa!"

Qi Qi rushed out the door, it was very cold outside, bitingly cold, Qi Qi didn't wear shoes, but she couldn't feel the warmth or coldness, at this moment, she just wanted to find grandpa.

Qi's mother chased after her, and Qi Qi kept running, her immature feet were cut by stones, and there was blood all the way, Mo Wenjing chased after her in a few steps, hugged Qi Qi, and then carried Qi Qi home. Always much warmer than outside.

Mo Wenjing's clothes and trousers were stained with blood, Qi's mother cried and said:

"Xiaoqi, grandpa is gone, he went to find grandma, now you only have me as a relative."

Ziqi cried louder, she cried:

"You are bad, I don't want you, if you don't, you will lie to me, I want grandpa, I want grandpa..."

Mo Wenjing only felt that it was too cruel for Qi's mother to tell the child about this matter, but she really didn't know how to say it. Maybe it would be better to tell her earlier.After all, she has never been a mother before, and her family relationship is relatively indifferent.

Qi Qi kept crying, Ren Yi and Chen Guang didn't stop when they came down from the mountain, Mo Wenjing hugged the child tightly, and Qi's mother bandaged the child, crying while bandaging.

Ren Yi entered the room, followed by Chen Guang, seeing the two of them coming back, Qi Qi cried:

"Mr. Ren, where is grandpa? Where is grandpa? Xiao Qi wants grandpa."

Ren Yi took Xiao Qi from Mo Wenjing's arms and said:

"Xiao Qi is not good."

"Xiaoqi only wants grandpa, there is no misbehavior, as a teacher, Xiaoqi wants grandpa."

Ren Yi said:

"Xiao Qi, you still have a mother, but no one has a teacher. When you lost your grandparents, no one came to see the teacher, and no one asked for a teacher. Later, the teacher alone, in the days of hard work, finally brought the grandparents to life. In my heart."

Qiqi sympathized with these words, but also made her incomprehensible. She sobbed:

"Is the teacher gone, too?"

"Yes, the teacher lost his grandparents. It was a long time ago. At that time, the teacher was just like Xiaoqi. He was also so young. When the grandparents left the teacher, the teacher also cried, crying blindly, and then he couldn't see anything, yes The teacher worked very hard to see the light, now Xiaoqi is very similar to the teacher, when grandpa left, he told the teacher something, and asked the teacher to pass it on to Xiaoqi, should Xiaoqi listen to grandpa?"

After all, he was a seven-year-old child, and his attention was easily diverted. Ren Yi told the story first, diverted his attention, and then mentioned grandpa, which was just right.

Qi Qi nodded and said:

"Xiao Qi listens to Grandpa."

"good."

Ren Yi gently wiped Xiao Qi's tears, Mo Wenjing looked at Ren Yi, and even looked at him differently:

'I didn't expect him to have such a gentle side. '

The Bianhua in the subconscious said:

'Dead people die, weeping, and this Ren Yi, you think he is gentle, you think he is sad, but you didn't see him being soft-handed when you killed someone, don't be fooled by him. '

'Calm down, you don't understand anything. '

'Who would think about the weight of life when it's time to kill? '

Except for Mo Wenjing, these conversations would naturally not be known to anyone else.After wiping Qi Qi's tears, Ren Yi said:

"Grandpa said that Xiaoqi would be very sad, so Xiaoqi cried. Grandpa was afraid that Xiaoqi would be blind like the teacher."

Ziqi sobbed:

"Xiao Qi doesn't cry, Xiao Qi doesn't cry."

"Grandpa said to ask the teacher to tell his little Qi, don't blame his mother or father, they are just busy with their own lives, there is nothing wrong, let Xiao Qi accept his mother, grow up slowly, and be happy..."

Qi Qi glanced at Qi's mother, and her mother's eyes were already red at the moment. She looked at Mo Wenjing and Chen Guang again, and then asked:

"Mr. Principal, have you also sent grandpa off?"

Chen Guang nodded and said:

"Go, grandpa also asked the principal to tell Xiaoqi something."

Qi Qi's eyes were red, looking forward to what Chen Guang had to say, Chen Guang said:

"Grandpa said: Xiaoqi, my baby, grandpa is tired and needs to rest. You also said that you don't want grandpa to be too tired, right? So grandpa went to find grandma. Only after seeing grandma can grandpa not be tired. In the future Xiaoqi will listen to her mother, you will not blame her mother, Xiaoqi told her grandpa, so be good in the future, grandpa is watching Bao'er in the sky, if you miss grandpa, look up at the stars, grandpa loves you, Mom loves you too. That’s what grandpa said, Xiaoqi, did you hear that? Grandpa doesn’t want you to be sad, and wants you to listen to mom.”

Ziqi sobbed:

"Xiao Qi is obedient, Xiao Qi will grow up."

Mo Wenjing said:

"Xiao Qi, the teachers all love you."

Ren Yi also said:

"Yes, we all love Xiaoqi, don't be sad, Xiaoqi is loved by many people, and the teachers all love you."

Xiaoqi said:

"Mom, Xiaoqi listens to grandpa, don't blame you, and will stay with mom well in the future."

Mother Qi took Qi Qi and sobbed:

"Little Qi, it's your mother who is sorry for you. In the future, mother will treat Xiao Qi well."

"Mom, are you taking me away?"

"Yes, we can only live better if we leave here."

"Xiao Qi is obedient, but he is about to leave, Xiao Qi wants to visit his grandparents and kowtow to them."

Chen Guang said:

"Xiao Qi is sensible, let the child go."

Mother Qi said:

"Okay, let's go, as long as Xiaoqi is obedient, we will come back to see grandparents often in the future."

Zic said:

"thanks Mom."

This thank you is so special, Qi's mother knows that she owes her children too much: "In the days to come, no matter how difficult it is, we must take good care of Xiaoqi. '

After worshiping his grandparents, Xiaoqi kowtowed and was sent away.

Life is like this, it consists of life and death, someone will always leave, Xiaoqi left the mountain, faded away from the memory of his children's playmates, and went to a new place, some stored memories will be gradually forgotten, and some new people will be stored in the brain , a new story.

The mountain is still a mountain, the school is still a school, and Chen Guangru is Chen Guang.

After dealing with Xiaoqi's matter, life returned to peace, the teacher taught, the school allowed students to attend classes, the three teachers preached and taught, and hoped that the children would experience happiness in class, hear more things, and go to more distant places in the future I am not afraid.

On this day, Ren Yi went out early and left a note for Mo Wenjing: Today I will take the class on my behalf, tomorrow I will replace you, I have something to leave today, I know you have doubts, but I won't tell you.